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hello hello people, for some unknown reason, i am feeling uber uber uber ecstatic! and hear is the stupidest of all reasons to be ecstatic about; my bf and I just broke up , and as some of you people may well know, he broke up with me :D. See shi hongy i told you if he did I wouldn't feel bad about it if I did it. woots. three cheers for me. And for mommy Ben who has always been there for me when i needed it, you were totally right not tho get back into the mess, should have listened to you earlier. Shamni , Chyu Ern, and Hannah, thank you for being so supportive of pestering me into realising that i was better of without him ; even though i did not realise it (I still kinda don't actually.) But like Chyu Ern says, "Here's to much much hotter and sweeter guys! Cheers." Thank you smiley for keeping me distracted all this while when I was trying not break down! Thank you especially for the awesomest three people in my life and inanimate object , Chyu Ern , Shamni and Shi Hong for always being my crying shoulder, without you people I could die and my bed because i spilt all my wasted tears on you. And yeah I almost felt like dying. we were supposed to go out but no ones free so i hope to see you all at cheryl's party :c - and now how will my tonight be?
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tick tock tick tock. Time is ticking away in a bloody slow pace. Seemingly the good times pass by much faster then the boring times. We all want , we all need ... something, SOMETHING! We all feel incomplete. Somehow, somehow, we are missing something. Forget something? What to do Oh! What to do. Pause. Did I miss something? Rewind. tick tock tick tock. We always want but want what? Have you ever felt so empty , so , so , unfinished, incomplete? What are we all looking for? The mind is a confusing thing, human nature is but selfish. It is a common fact. We are all strange beings; well except me of course. We are all narcissists as well. You have to admit that it has occured to you that you feel like you are better than someone at something eventhough you will never say it out loud. tick tock tick tock. Time never slows down, it is the brain that makes time speed up when we are having fun and slow down when we have to endure torture. Take one. School days, it passes by quickly when there aren't any PNPs going on. Take two. School days takes a horrid pace as time crawls from one end of the earth to the other. The brain. Have you ever felt like you could cheat your brain? Psychologically you can. Its like a cheat code. How does one cheat something? not basic cheat on your tests kind of thing but actually cheat like death, sleep or something. One has told me something, something fascinating, once upon a very long ago. One has said that people are programmed to find true love just by looking at them. Myth yes. It has yet to occur dear one. Sort of like imprinting (Twilight) , if there were such thing, there would be no such things as divorces. The world would be a much better place, happier in fact. People are a fascinating species, very complex indeed. In the bible, it is said that people come from sand or dust, whatever. Pinch yourself once, twice. How is it possible that we are made from dust, if dust gets blown away in the wind. Many doubt these thing, Science and Religious views do not mix at all. HAH! Human beings are also very random, their thoughts can be fickle and their actions can be rash. We all do thing for absolutely no reasons at all. You know why? BECAUSE ITS FUN. We all want to have fun right? SO we should all do stuff for no reason at all. Especially at the age of semi adult or attaining puberty or adolscence , it is our passport and gives us the right to things stupidly or stupid things. Stupidity is inevitable but sometimes we just want to make shit happen for fun. Teens make no sense at all; so don't expcet to understand us yeah? C: I like nonsense - it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a neccesary ingredient in living. It's the way of looking at life in the wrong end of a telescope and that enables you to laugh at all life's realities. -Dr. Seuss.
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I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
and ignore all your messages
I tell everyone we are through
cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
cause I break down
every time you come around
O Oh O Oh
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
In trying to let you go
cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now I'd know
cause here we go go go again
You never know what you want
and you never say what you mean
but I start to go insane
every time that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
and you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
but it's no use
can't be with or without you
O Oh O Oh
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
in trying to let you go
cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now I'd know
cause here we go go go again
and again, and again, and again, and again, and again
I threw all of your stuff away
and I cleared you out of my head
and I tore you out of my heart
O oh o oh, o oh o oh
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
in trying to let you go
cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
you'd think that by now I'd know
cause here we go go here we go again
Here we go again
should have known better
in trying to let you go
cause here we go go go again
Again (and again, and again)
Again (and again, and again)
and again
and again
and again
and again
and again
and again
and again
and again
and again
and again
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this morning I got up at about 5. I couldn't sleep, I woke up at 3 with tears in my eyes. It was strange; must have been a bad dream or something.Maybe I was dreaming about Pennywise the clown from the movie "IT" again. DAMN I HATE THAT SHOW. Bloody clown. But I guess it's not that scary cause I sat through the whole thing. The clown just freaks me out thinking about him! AGH. Anyway, My day yesterday had been less then eventful, I spent most of the day wallowing around in my jammies (don't get me wrong I did bather I just did change my jammies.) I even took photos lol. ._. But I am only uploading them here. Believe it or not I was doing KH just now. AHAH. ._. I had nothing else to do? ANYWAY, JAMMIES PHOTOS!   LOL . this was taken like last night ahahahahah. ._. You know I feel slightly better out of my emoness last night. I felt REALLY REALLY EMO. You can go check out the poem I wrote in my writer's blog! http://aloveaffairwith-words.blogspot.com/ The new poem , "happy times never last" , I wrote that yesterday when I somehwere in my memory, that words rang familiar. eck. IT IS EMO. ._. I feel lonely and empty O.O weird ay? I wanna go to sleep now. Its early :D G'night yo!
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  Beautiful isn't it? Its amazing what the earth has to offer sometimes. After a long and tiring day of cycling, I sat down on the park bench and stared at the sky. I just thought about random things like, life , friendships and wei en, mostly wei en, I missed him terribly. I watched the clouds pass and I noticed an odd looking hole in the sky. I squinted my eyes and I saw a heart shaped hole in the sky, I smiled. It was beautiful. And I decided to take some photos. Treasure a pleasant memory. c: I lay on the park bench and watched the heart shaped hole in the clouds float away... it was very refreshing lol. and then I went home after talking with Bryan for awhile.
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  SO today went out for ice cream!!!! but when we reached gelateria it was closed, sigh, so we went MCD for strawberry sundaes! I am absolutely in love strawberry sundaes! I was thinking to myself. I have yet to meet a guy who loves strawberry sundaes as much as I do. Usually when I go out with my friends besides Chyu Ern, all of them LOVE chocolate sundaes. I mean like... ALL. Tonnes of them have even yet try a strawberry sundae! LIKE SERIOUSLY! even my mom knows from young, like 4 or 5, I had serious addiction with strawberry sundaes, why won't the world share my addiction of strawberry sundaes!? LOL!? ._. Whatever, moving on, saw my bro's friends there, blah blah, then mommy and I took a walk to the park sat my the lake and took some photos while eating my strawberry sundae. There was something burning on the farside of the area, polluters! How i despise you environment polluters! I hope you will get what you deserve one day for destroying our beautiful planet! I couldn't even admire the bautiful and peaceful lake side scene without thick black smoke disrupting the serenity of the scenery, sigh. I absolutely love the first photo, it shows how we should take time and appreciate the world as it passes by! Love, the tree hugger.
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   So yesterday had steam boat at home! Mommy made it specially for us c: Well there's nothing really much to talk about steamboat ._. lol, i ate a whole fish head! WOOOO~ I guess thats all? LOL
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    It was a typical night, I was sleepy but I hungered for ice cream... SO was watching tv, then all of a sudden my dad whispered to me , here's the conversation. "charmian..Let's go out and eat..."
"Neh... I'm full, don't want :c"
"Charmian.. go la.. can eat maggie!"
"Neh... go away... I'm not hungry... FULL D:"
"Then lets goo McDonalds la.. ?"
"Can I have ice cream?"
"Yeah?"
"Mommmy!!! let's go gai gai!"
so anyway.. My brother and my dad always come to me when they are hungry . I don't know why, perhaps it because i;m the only one who is never hungry at night. Well anyway, we didn't go to MCD, instead the locale was out usual mamak restaurant in Aranda.And I ate Maggie instead of ice cream , sigh! Well at least I ate something. haha. I was very contented. :D
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  So the other day was so frigging boring. Since the tvs were occupied, my brother was hogging the computer and my grandma and her sister plus mom was playing mahjong. I decided to go cycling! Out of being polite I asked my brother to come along *pssh like he'd join me cycling * Then he warned me that recently there were men going around in motorbikes robbing people of their handphones. They came armed and a lot of his friends have already been robbed of their phones . So paranoid decided not to, instead I wanted to rollerblade in my house compound, like 70% of my garden was covered in grass, 30% tiles but 20% occupied by the car so that only left me like 10 % to rollerblade in. Bloody hell? Oh well, here's the short conversation that took place between my mom and I. "Hey mom! I'ma go rollerblading in the house compound aite?"
"Yeah ok, better not go out cycling ah you, somemore can disappear for hours wan arh you, when you go cycling only make me worried. "
"ah nevermind la! now I am only rollerblading in confinement..."
"Ok.. be careful ah! Make sure you don't fall on the plants or scratch my car.." Then I grabbed some socks and my headset and phone, turned the music up to its highest and rollerbladed back and fourth in that tiny space. I Rollerbladed backwards , frontwards , sidewards , with only my right leg, with only my left leg and so on... blah blah blah. Listened to music while doing this so it wasn't really that boring. I bet the conversation that took place inside the house should be a little something like this considering they could see whatever i was doing from the front window. "eh Desi, your daughter not bored meh? Don't know how long she has been rollerblading back and fourth in front of the gate."
"Ya la, so sad la , she's so bored and got nothing to do, for dunno how long can see her just rollerblading back front back front back front, even i think the neighbours also think she crazy."
"Haiya Nevermind la, Charmian always like that one, can do nothing for hours and feel ok la, if you leave Yu Jin like that he will go crazy."
or something like that. Eventually my legs got tired and I went and slept on the grass for a while. I watched the clouds pass by and the ants crawl pass while music blared in my ears. A long time had passed and I was still just lying down there. When I finally decided to return to the house , 3 hours had passed since I decided to go rollerblading. I ran back upstairs and bugged my brother for the computer , he didn't give it up so I went and took a shower. THE END :D, moving on to the next post. lol?
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 Typical Science tuition, I bought a Sprite! Thought I'd like a change, however I still prefer Coke, nothing beats Coke! LOVE <3 since got there a little early. Megeshaan "predicted" again that it was me walking through the door. When I got there they were all doing their own stuff. lol.  You can see in this picture , Megeshaan is staring his skeptical look at Kai lih , which could only mean they were arguing about something scientific, yet again. or Maybe Kai Lih was just teasing him, god knows. Nicholas was just typing away on his hand held dictionary, seriously I need one of those. :c Or rather I need a thesaurus. lol. Kai Lih and I were crapping about nonsensical stuff while Nicholas tried to show us something so whenever we laughed he'd think that we were laughing at his supposed joke directed at Megeshaan. Interesting no? x)  In this photo you can see Megeshaan looks like what he is taking in a deep breath and is about to counter Kai Lih's comment about whatever, yes very typical science tuition indeed, Teacher came in, and Bryan Low came in few minutes later. He was refreshing our memory on Air pressure stuff like altimeter and what not, blah blah blah. OK moving on to the next post!
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    Recently, the whole family "balik kampung". LOL? We were supposed to meet up with my aunt who just came back from England and lives in Seri Duta, Bangsar. Initially I think we were supposed to meet her there. But instead we met up at some malaccan restaurant my aunt decided to have lunch in. Very "Peranakan". Guess we're just getting to know our roots a little bit better. The food was delicious nonetheless. After the main course , the adults opted for ABC and cendol . The waiter put a big bowl of shaved ice in coconut milk in the middle of the table and a little mini jug of brown sugar. SO my brother and I talked about irrelevant things while the adults diccused things about property and stuff. Oh yes, Aunt May Ching joined as for lunch as well, we known her ever since birth even though she was not biologically related to us. My mom was like, "do you guys remember aunty May ching?" and I was like, "Of course -.-" They were talking about how she was now a grandmother and how her daughter had married a rich man as well and blah blah blah, those stuff are all just so posh. After that, we were intentionally supposed tochill in my grand dad's house but my borther and I opted for a better choice, going to One U. My brother wanted to buy a shirt and persuaded me to come along. My mom dropped us outside the parking lot and we walked in, I wore bloody heels that day and I didn't think we'd go shopping. First my bro headed over to the directory and found Giordano. He asked me to pic a shirt too but they were all men sizes cause they were men clothing , so I picked XS grey plain shirt. SO did my brother so we changed it to another colour. My bro was throwing clothes at my face when he was changing.Bloody. After that we decided to watch a movie, we were deciding on movies to watch, I wanted to watch UP but my bro didn't so I saw "THE ugly truth" banner and decided we shall go with that. I heard no compliants from him. Honestly we didn't even know what the movie was about but I heard tones of people talking about it in school. So we bought the tickets and then before entering the theater we noticed something one the ticket ; it said it was PG 18! Then my bro and I started freaking out because we were afraid that the guy wouldn't let us in. Then we were like, "OMG THE DUDE AT THE COUNTER WAS SUPPOSED TO WARN US THAT IT WAS PG 18!!!!" I think that was the reason he was looking at us strangely, like determining if we were 18 or something ._. Thank goodness the dude let us in, when the movie was over I now know why it was pg 18. it was lik OMG. ._. so... ._. no comment lol. after that called parents and went home .
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 Going to blog a little about the Christian concert my mom dragged me to. But the spoke entirely in MANDARIN, you couldn't have imagined how bored I was like the whole night, but at least they were pretty ok. They didn't suck, I'm pretty sure I would have enjoyed it if I understood Mandarin. The guy was pretty nice about it too. was bored so I decided to sms Shi Hong, no reply . An hour later smsed daddy Jun Xin cause I was bored, a few minutes later my phone vibrated. Thought it was daddy but it was actually Shi Hong, he apologized for not noticing the message. So he pretty much accompanied me till the end. I was bloody hungry when the thing ended so I told him I was hungry. Then no reply came , it was pretty late that time. Around 11 something. Went and ate dinner, had a massive stomach ache! Went home and then I realised that he did reply but I misopened it. lol? It was about 12 something then, pretty late. Wanted to sms someone goodnight but my money expired and it was late, he probably went to sleep already. So I just lay awake in bed till I grew tired and closed my eyes.
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hello hello people, for some unknown reason, i am feeling uber uber uber ecstatic! and hear is the stupidest of all reasons to be ecstatic about; my bf and I just broke up , and as some of you people may well know, he broke up with me :D. See shi hongy i told you if he did I wouldn't feel bad about it if I did it. woots. three cheers for me. And for mommy Ben who has always been there for me when i needed it, you were totally right not tho get back into the mess, should have listened to you earlier. Shamni , Chyu Ern, and Hannah, thank you for being so supportive of pestering me into realising that i was better of without him ; even though i did not realise it (I still kinda don't actually.) But like Chyu Ern says, "Here's to much much hotter and sweeter guys! Cheers." Thank you smiley for keeping me distracted all this while when I was trying not break down! Thank you especially for the awesomest three people in my life and inanimate object , Chyu Ern , Shamni and Shi Hong for always being my crying shoulder, without you people I could die and my bed because i spilt all my wasted tears on you. And yeah I almost felt like dying. we were supposed to go out but no ones free so i hope to see you all at cheryl's party :c - and now how will my tonight be?
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tick tock tick tock. Time is ticking away in a bloody slow pace. Seemingly the good times pass by much faster then the boring times. We all want , we all need ... something, SOMETHING! We all feel incomplete. Somehow, somehow, we are missing something. Forget something? What to do Oh! What to do. Pause. Did I miss something? Rewind. tick tock tick tock. We always want but want what? Have you ever felt so empty , so , so , unfinished, incomplete? What are we all looking for? The mind is a confusing thing, human nature is but selfish. It is a common fact. We are all strange beings; well except me of course. We are all narcissists as well. You have to admit that it has occured to you that you feel like you are better than someone at something eventhough you will never say it out loud. tick tock tick tock. Time never slows down, it is the brain that makes time speed up when we are having fun and slow down when we have to endure torture. Take one. School days, it passes by quickly when there aren't any PNPs going on. Take two. School days takes a horrid pace as time crawls from one end of the earth to the other. The brain. Have you ever felt like you could cheat your brain? Psychologically you can. Its like a cheat code. How does one cheat something? not basic cheat on your tests kind of thing but actually cheat like death, sleep or something. One has told me something, something fascinating, once upon a very long ago. One has said that people are programmed to find true love just by looking at them. Myth yes. It has yet to occur dear one. Sort of like imprinting (Twilight) , if there were such thing, there would be no such things as divorces. The world would be a much better place, happier in fact. People are a fascinating species, very complex indeed. In the bible, it is said that people come from sand or dust, whatever. Pinch yourself once, twice. How is it possible that we are made from dust, if dust gets blown away in the wind. Many doubt these thing, Science and Religious views do not mix at all. HAH! Human beings are also very random, their thoughts can be fickle and their actions can be rash. We all do thing for absolutely no reasons at all. You know why? BECAUSE ITS FUN. We all want to have fun right? SO we should all do stuff for no reason at all. Especially at the age of semi adult or attaining puberty or adolscence , it is our passport and gives us the right to things stupidly or stupid things. Stupidity is inevitable but sometimes we just want to make shit happen for fun. Teens make no sense at all; so don't expcet to understand us yeah? C: I like nonsense - it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a neccesary ingredient in living. It's the way of looking at life in the wrong end of a telescope and that enables you to laugh at all life's realities. -Dr. Seuss.
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I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
and ignore all your messages
I tell everyone we are through
cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
cause I break down
every time you come around
O Oh O Oh
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
In trying to let you go
cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now I'd know
cause here we go go go again
You never know what you want
and you never say what you mean
but I start to go insane
every time that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
and you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
but it's no use
can't be with or without you
O Oh O Oh
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
in trying to let you go
cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now I'd know
cause here we go go go again
and again, and again, and again, and again, and again
I threw all of your stuff away
and I cleared you out of my head
and I tore you out of my heart
O oh o oh, o oh o oh
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
in trying to let you go
cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
you'd think that by now I'd know
cause here we go go here we go again
Here we go again
should have known better
in trying to let you go
cause here we go go go again
Again (and again, and again)
Again (and again, and again)
and again
and again
and again
and again
and again
and again
and again
and again
and again
and again
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this morning I got up at about 5. I couldn't sleep, I woke up at 3 with tears in my eyes. It was strange; must have been a bad dream or something.Maybe I was dreaming about Pennywise the clown from the movie "IT" again. DAMN I HATE THAT SHOW. Bloody clown. But I guess it's not that scary cause I sat through the whole thing. The clown just freaks me out thinking about him! AGH. Anyway, My day yesterday had been less then eventful, I spent most of the day wallowing around in my jammies (don't get me wrong I did bather I just did change my jammies.) I even took photos lol. ._. But I am only uploading them here. Believe it or not I was doing KH just now. AHAH. ._. I had nothing else to do? ANYWAY, JAMMIES PHOTOS! LOL . this was taken like last night ahahahahah. ._. You know I feel slightly better out of my emoness last night. I felt REALLY REALLY EMO. You can go check out the poem I wrote in my writer's blog! http://aloveaffairwith-words.blogspot.com/ The new poem , "happy times never last" , I wrote that yesterday when I somehwere in my memory, that words rang familiar. eck. IT IS EMO. ._. I feel lonely and empty O.O weird ay? I wanna go to sleep now. Its early :D G'night yo!
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Beautiful isn't it? Its amazing what the earth has to offer sometimes. After a long and tiring day of cycling, I sat down on the park bench and stared at the sky. I just thought about random things like, life , friendships and wei en, mostly wei en, I missed him terribly. I watched the clouds pass and I noticed an odd looking hole in the sky. I squinted my eyes and I saw a heart shaped hole in the sky, I smiled. It was beautiful. And I decided to take some photos. Treasure a pleasant memory. c: I lay on the park bench and watched the heart shaped hole in the clouds float away... it was very refreshing lol. and then I went home after talking with Bryan for awhile.
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SO today went out for ice cream!!!! but when we reached gelateria it was closed, sigh, so we went MCD for strawberry sundaes! I am absolutely in love strawberry sundaes! I was thinking to myself. I have yet to meet a guy who loves strawberry sundaes as much as I do. Usually when I go out with my friends besides Chyu Ern, all of them LOVE chocolate sundaes. I mean like... ALL. Tonnes of them have even yet try a strawberry sundae! LIKE SERIOUSLY! even my mom knows from young, like 4 or 5, I had serious addiction with strawberry sundaes, why won't the world share my addiction of strawberry sundaes!? LOL!? ._. Whatever, moving on, saw my bro's friends there, blah blah, then mommy and I took a walk to the park sat my the lake and took some photos while eating my strawberry sundae. There was something burning on the farside of the area, polluters! How i despise you environment polluters! I hope you will get what you deserve one day for destroying our beautiful planet! I couldn't even admire the bautiful and peaceful lake side scene without thick black smoke disrupting the serenity of the scenery, sigh. I absolutely love the first photo, it shows how we should take time and appreciate the world as it passes by! Love, the tree hugger.
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So yesterday had steam boat at home! Mommy made it specially for us c: Well there's nothing really much to talk about steamboat ._. lol, i ate a whole fish head! WOOOO~ I guess thats all? LOL
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It was a typical night, I was sleepy but I hungered for ice cream... SO was watching tv, then all of a sudden my dad whispered to me , here's the conversation. "charmian..Let's go out and eat..."
"Neh... I'm full, don't want :c"
"Charmian.. go la.. can eat maggie!"
"Neh... go away... I'm not hungry... FULL D:"
"Then lets goo McDonalds la.. ?"
"Can I have ice cream?"
"Yeah?"
"Mommmy!!! let's go gai gai!"
so anyway.. My brother and my dad always come to me when they are hungry . I don't know why, perhaps it because i;m the only one who is never hungry at night. Well anyway, we didn't go to MCD, instead the locale was out usual mamak restaurant in Aranda.And I ate Maggie instead of ice cream , sigh! Well at least I ate something. haha. I was very contented. :D
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So the other day was so frigging boring. Since the tvs were occupied, my brother was hogging the computer and my grandma and her sister plus mom was playing mahjong. I decided to go cycling! Out of being polite I asked my brother to come along *pssh like he'd join me cycling * Then he warned me that recently there were men going around in motorbikes robbing people of their handphones. They came armed and a lot of his friends have already been robbed of their phones . So paranoid decided not to, instead I wanted to rollerblade in my house compound, like 70% of my garden was covered in grass, 30% tiles but 20% occupied by the car so that only left me like 10 % to rollerblade in. Bloody hell? Oh well, here's the short conversation that took place between my mom and I. "Hey mom! I'ma go rollerblading in the house compound aite?"
"Yeah ok, better not go out cycling ah you, somemore can disappear for hours wan arh you, when you go cycling only make me worried. "
"ah nevermind la! now I am only rollerblading in confinement..."
"Ok.. be careful ah! Make sure you don't fall on the plants or scratch my car.." Then I grabbed some socks and my headset and phone, turned the music up to its highest and rollerbladed back and fourth in that tiny space. I Rollerbladed backwards , frontwards , sidewards , with only my right leg, with only my left leg and so on... blah blah blah. Listened to music while doing this so it wasn't really that boring. I bet the conversation that took place inside the house should be a little something like this considering they could see whatever i was doing from the front window. "eh Desi, your daughter not bored meh? Don't know how long she has been rollerblading back and fourth in front of the gate."
"Ya la, so sad la , she's so bored and got nothing to do, for dunno how long can see her just rollerblading back front back front back front, even i think the neighbours also think she crazy."
"Haiya Nevermind la, Charmian always like that one, can do nothing for hours and feel ok la, if you leave Yu Jin like that he will go crazy."
or something like that. Eventually my legs got tired and I went and slept on the grass for a while. I watched the clouds pass by and the ants crawl pass while music blared in my ears. A long time had passed and I was still just lying down there. When I finally decided to return to the house , 3 hours had passed since I decided to go rollerblading. I ran back upstairs and bugged my brother for the computer , he didn't give it up so I went and took a shower. THE END :D, moving on to the next post. lol?
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Typical Science tuition, I bought a Sprite! Thought I'd like a change, however I still prefer Coke, nothing beats Coke! LOVE <3 since got there a little early. Megeshaan "predicted" again that it was me walking through the door. When I got there they were all doing their own stuff. lol. You can see in this picture , Megeshaan is staring his skeptical look at Kai lih , which could only mean they were arguing about something scientific, yet again. or Maybe Kai Lih was just teasing him, god knows. Nicholas was just typing away on his hand held dictionary, seriously I need one of those. :c Or rather I need a thesaurus. lol. Kai Lih and I were crapping about nonsensical stuff while Nicholas tried to show us something so whenever we laughed he'd think that we were laughing at his supposed joke directed at Megeshaan. Interesting no? x) In this photo you can see Megeshaan looks like what he is taking in a deep breath and is about to counter Kai Lih's comment about whatever, yes very typical science tuition indeed, Teacher came in, and Bryan Low came in few minutes later. He was refreshing our memory on Air pressure stuff like altimeter and what not, blah blah blah. OK moving on to the next post!
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Recently, the whole family "balik kampung". LOL? We were supposed to meet up with my aunt who just came back from England and lives in Seri Duta, Bangsar. Initially I think we were supposed to meet her there. But instead we met up at some malaccan restaurant my aunt decided to have lunch in. Very "Peranakan". Guess we're just getting to know our roots a little bit better. The food was delicious nonetheless. After the main course , the adults opted for ABC and cendol . The waiter put a big bowl of shaved ice in coconut milk in the middle of the table and a little mini jug of brown sugar. SO my brother and I talked about irrelevant things while the adults diccused things about property and stuff. Oh yes, Aunt May Ching joined as for lunch as well, we known her ever since birth even though she was not biologically related to us. My mom was like, "do you guys remember aunty May ching?" and I was like, "Of course -.-" They were talking about how she was now a grandmother and how her daughter had married a rich man as well and blah blah blah, those stuff are all just so posh. After that, we were intentionally supposed tochill in my grand dad's house but my borther and I opted for a better choice, going to One U. My brother wanted to buy a shirt and persuaded me to come along. My mom dropped us outside the parking lot and we walked in, I wore bloody heels that day and I didn't think we'd go shopping. First my bro headed over to the directory and found Giordano. He asked me to pic a shirt too but they were all men sizes cause they were men clothing , so I picked XS grey plain shirt. SO did my brother so we changed it to another colour. My bro was throwing clothes at my face when he was changing.Bloody. After that we decided to watch a movie, we were deciding on movies to watch, I wanted to watch UP but my bro didn't so I saw "THE ugly truth" banner and decided we shall go with that. I heard no compliants from him. Honestly we didn't even know what the movie was about but I heard tones of people talking about it in school. So we bought the tickets and then before entering the theater we noticed something one the ticket ; it said it was PG 18! Then my bro and I started freaking out because we were afraid that the guy wouldn't let us in. Then we were like, "OMG THE DUDE AT THE COUNTER WAS SUPPOSED TO WARN US THAT IT WAS PG 18!!!!" I think that was the reason he was looking at us strangely, like determining if we were 18 or something ._. Thank goodness the dude let us in, when the movie was over I now know why it was pg 18. it was lik OMG. ._. so... ._. no comment lol. after that called parents and went home .
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Going to blog a little about the Christian concert my mom dragged me to. But the spoke entirely in MANDARIN, you couldn't have imagined how bored I was like the whole night, but at least they were pretty ok. They didn't suck, I'm pretty sure I would have enjoyed it if I understood Mandarin. The guy was pretty nice about it too. was bored so I decided to sms Shi Hong, no reply . An hour later smsed daddy Jun Xin cause I was bored, a few minutes later my phone vibrated. Thought it was daddy but it was actually Shi Hong, he apologized for not noticing the message. So he pretty much accompanied me till the end. I was bloody hungry when the thing ended so I told him I was hungry. Then no reply came , it was pretty late that time. Around 11 something. Went and ate dinner, had a massive stomach ache! Went home and then I realised that he did reply but I misopened it. lol? It was about 12 something then, pretty late. Wanted to sms someone goodnight but my money expired and it was late, he probably went to sleep already. So I just lay awake in bed till I grew tired and closed my eyes.
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Charmian Goh Shu Ling, yes that is me C:. I absolutely love my name because it rocks your socks. Currently in the year 2009, I am a 10 year old mind inhabiting a fourteen year old body.
I can be friendly if I choose to but I choose to not because I'd rather shy away from strangers. I'm xeno-aichmo-coulro phobic kinda girl.I'm a terribly light sleeper most of the time at night but I'm dead during the day.
I am metrosexual C: (this is a word I created which literally meant attracted to one's self however I found out it meant vain heterosexual [straight] , oh same concept!)
I love creating words for fun and it has improved my memory , see, flabberghauntoggleogglefacebershingleheimerswaggle! I created it months ago and I still remember despite it's longness. haha
I absolutely hate school but tolerate because I only hate school for the studies, other than that everything else is great. Despite hating studies, I'm a total literature math science geek.
Not total geek but I enjoy it. I love to experiment with html codings, I love writing my poetry and I love photography. Last but not least, I love my boyfriend so exceedingly much that
I worry . Tis' the cause of my constant breaking heart.
Email: alison_101goh@hotmail.com
same goes for facebook , friendster, twitter, my space and whatever, its my social networking account C:
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Charmian Goh
Fourteen
Malaysian.
Aries.
Christian.
the SOUND SOLDIER.
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